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Wednesday, September 07, 2005 - 12:39 AM
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y do i choose to nt tell u abt how i really feel about some of the things? is it coz frm past experiences dat even if i tell u the problem will still b dere? mayb.. telling u it will jus make me more frustrated coz u cant seem to help solve the problem so the problem is left hanging dere n i get more irritated.. sometimes i really wonder abt wad is the purpose of having u? cant really keep me company in times when i really need. u tie me up with ur own restrictions.. how come itz a gal who has to shun a guy and not the other way round? can i choose nt to? even my parents are getting irritated with the fact dat i hafta keep shun-ing a guy.. they will ask me y do i hafta do these? said im a gal so i shd be the one who can choose wad i want to do and nt jus listen to wad you tell me to do.. someone told me to look at the things dat a person can do for me and nt wad the person cant do.. but it will nt work if the amount of things dat a person cant do is much more than wad he can do. i got tired.. disappointed.. sometimes even angry with myself.. but gettin out of these problems is jus as painful as stayin in the midst of these problems.. so i really dunno wad to do. maybe im jus selfish n unappreciative..
sometimes i really dunno myself..