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haiz
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 - 7:58 PM

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feel so weird.. nth to do.. yet i feel like i have so much to do.. internal battle.. cant settle down to start studying coz itz really v boring. but yet i have nth else to do. the rm feel like a prison.. locking me n my notes inside.. leaves me no choice but to start studying.. feel dat i shd start studying.. so i told my mom i wanna focus on my studies over dinner.. well, she was calm n accepted my request to nt tutor my bro for the time being.. but the storm was waitin to happen.. right after dinner.. as we were in the living rm watching tv.. my mom started blasting my brother.. blamin him for his bad results.. n began to threaten him with his hockey commitments if he cant do well for his end of yr papers.. all of sudden i felt i no longer need to concentrate dat much on my own studies. i feel dat i can still afford to bear the burden of my brother's schwk.. am i able to help him 2 hrs a week? prepare qns for him to do? and bear his anxiety n stresses over his sch grades? m i able to take this? haiz.. im not sure.. but i dun think i have much choice.. mom din say or scold me.. but she took it all out on my brother.. this is so unfair.. now i feel itz all my fault..