sobz
Saturday, June 25, 2005 - 9:32 PM
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haiz.. feel dat these few days have been bad. except for thur, i was spending everyday this week feelin unhappy. today apple died.. for those who dun know.. apple is my dog. used to have her at home b4 i went over to LA.. so sad.. today dad came home n told me apple died. apparently frm some poisoning frm medications.. =( told me this bad news as i was happily cooking lasagne.. haiz. yday got a shock.. today got an even bigger shock.. i was thinkin how to get the hse ready for apple again.. talked to parents and mom was jus beginning to give in.. haiz.. now i guess i dun need those plans again. i was sort of shocked and din really feel anything.. but jus now once i was left alone.. i started thinkin and jus couldnt control n started crying quietly in the toilet.. how i wish i had stayed at home last weekend so she can come home. me wanna go out so postponed the initial plans.. y is my life so full of depressing things? tell me abt perfect timing..