Saturday, April 16, 2005 - 11:55 PM
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hah. in the end i din hafta split myself up. went to ian's bday party coz lulu's was cancelled.. hmmm, wanted to hang out till ltr one but mom keep insistin dat i go home. haiz. wish i will b allowed to go out and do wad i wan without so much control. i really hate being controlled. my dislike of being controlled will den lead to many problems oso.. haiz, made me so unwilling to commit coz i feel controlled. oso makes me unhappy when i can only choose to accept coz dat is the only option. i really hate being controlled!!