Monday, February 21, 2005 - 10:12 AM
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dad called yday. asked me to go home. i said no. i know i longed to go home but dunno y i turned down dad's offer. dun really know wadz goin on in my mind but i know dat im feelin miserable right now. decided dat no matter how sad i m, life still has to continue. so i jus hafta look ahead and cheer up. since i told dad and david dat im goin to stay here, i shd no longer think abt goin home. though right at the back of my mind i still think abt goin home. i need the strength to make a decision and stick to it. david told me he believes in me and is v sure dat im goin to cope here. with his confidence in me, i decided to give it a try. hope i will do a good job out of it..